I am sorry if you hardly found any personal story of mine (if you are looking for it here) since my intention of having blog is to benefit the readers, to share knowledge, information, thoughts or even to critise on something.
My personal life is not for public knowledge and there is no point to tell story about one's life since everyone have their own which I believe they themselves hardly manage. Also, I feel it is stupid to tell people what I have done yesterday, my activities, my meal and etc. since it gives no effect and people gain nothing for knowing that.
People who use blog as a medium to publish their personal life is mentally weak and not self-motivated since they cannot live if there is no one listen to their story. Thus, I fell pity for them. Some of them do not know how to lead life and make decision and always ask others what to do and make decision for them. This kind of people do not deserved life. There is no point for them living in this world since they cannot even decide their own way of life.
Here I present to you my poem which I purposely make it sound like 'Bahasa Melayu Indonesia'. I hope you will enjoy it.
Aku pantas hidup dengan tetesan air mata,
Asal saja keberadaanku bahagia,
Namun tawa yang sesaat itu tak pun kuimpikan,
Bila yang benarnya hati ini kedukaan,
Karna tangisan itu tak apa-apa,
Dan barangkali mengartikan bahagia,
Tapi tawa itu yang sering mengingkari,
Saat riang direntap pergi,
Ketelanjuranku kuhimpun satu,
Jadi penghinaan disampingku,
Barang-barang dapat juga kubaca,
Yang aku ini bukannya siapa-siapa,
Baiknya aku biarkan berlalu,
Jadi kenangan yang tak pernah berlaku,
Barang-barang dapat juga orang bicara,
Yang aku ini bukannya siapa-siapa…